Alfie..Aliff.. Sheer Similirarity..

u guys watched d movie alfie? bt d guy who dumps n date girls n in the end he becomes d losing one..? bt after all he realises his mistakes n changes for the better?

let me tell you bt me. mayb I AM him(alfie) in real life. i deal wif too many hearts.break too many hearts. No iz not i date n dump. iz juz sumting in me tellin she's not d one. period. but till when? till when does it stop at tat juz one gurl? watz happenin to me?? y d utter inrecognisable luv-hate in me? am i still stung by my previous luv..? iz been 8 months n i find myself frm 1 girl to another. all in the pretense of dating n leaving. none remained onli a few(count wif my fingers..) did i do wrong.? NO. did they do wrong? NO? so y?

I cant afford to break any1 heart anymore. dun mention to me abt love. today is valentine's day. it doesnt mean a thing to me. i cant fall in luv n tatz it. mayb i can but i cant sustain it. i keep leavin.. wat ppl says, mayb it aint time yet. i guess its pretty true.. all im doin is forcin luv to happen. in fact it doesnt. n yes i end up hurtin others n me..AGAIN. so y rush? y d hush? itz time to sit back n reflect.. ALIFF.. sit down.. n reminisce..