Relieved.Tired.Thankful.
listening "through the rain by mariah carey"

today was like so deadbet tiring. i juz got back frm hm.standard procedures. bath eat computer. tatz it. nevertheless i went out wif ly yesterday. watch a movie titled "alfie". damn tat movie reali makes u sit back n think. which i feel suits me really well. u guyz shuld watch it. recommended by ME. ouh get prepared ur TISSUES.. it DOES make u cry or shed a tear or two. i juz wanna quote wat Jude Law - the main actor said..

"You have evryting in life..You have money in ur pockets. You have d looks. Life is nuthin but delightful havin evrytin. But then again, that EVERYTHING means NOTHING if you dont have a piece of mind. Thats wher u start and think.."

So wat dya tink? True.. i tink it suits me real well.. i have tat "evryting" bt do i have a piece of mind? i find myself tossin arnd bed till wee hrs in d morn.. tinkin. alwayz tinking. wat purpose? enuf said. im fine as always. to those who read n showed concern, my many thanks for understanding.

iz werk again tmr. i need to have tat right piece of mind when werking. nearly had an accident juz now due to my lack of focus on d road. my eyes were on d traffic bt my mind was elsewhere.. sigh.. aite taz all for now. ive to turn to my bed. usual session of tossing. gd nyte and "sweet dreamz.."

It Comes N Go.. Again..

Well, i jus got back frm werk.. haha today was a bit tiring. mayb coz its a sunday n there was quite a number of orders. nevertheless time passes by so quickly and in d blink of an eye its like 11pm. time go home.. haha instead of heading home, i headed to seletar dam..

my fellas riders frm ph includin me went to seletar. motive was jus to sit down n talk.. haha end up we went to jalan kayu. wan suggested we took the shortcut way.. so aper lagik.. mcm racer la satu2.. haha its been sum time i had tat kinda fun. go riding n stuff.. haha motor scrambler da mcm moto sports bike. lol!

and so we reached jalan kayu.. had my ice milo and nasi ayam sambal.. i dunno watz wif me and nasi ayam. haha. while i was waitin for my order to come, "she" msg-ed me.. juz a gd nyte msg.. u know sumting.. there is this phrase which goes.. " To you that sum1 may mean d world to you, bt to tat sum1 ur juz a fren.." eva heard of tat? well tat was wat i tot.. sigh.. bt at least she had tought of me. tatz gd enuf. haha. then at d corner of my eyes noticed tis girl wif her family. damnz her face was exactly like d singer Norazela.. very sweet.. once again, bein d lame me.. no courage to go ask.. so wat to do juz sit down admire her frm afar.. at d end of the day.. im back here sittin in front of my comp.. well it alwayz come n go. bt one thing i know for sure.. if tat sum1 comes to me.. im gonna luv her till i drop.. gd nyte!

first i would like to say. S.M.I.L.E coz it takes only 16 muscles to do tat.. n guess wat.. smiling do take off some of ur troubled mind away.. hehe.. well let me tell u y..

my fren came over, we dwnld some song and d next min.. we said letz go town mayb take a walk or sumting n have our dinner.. btw it was d whole long sat i sat at home. boy i sure need some life. so off we headed to town..

damnz at town u bet there was alot of ppl. nvrtheless i wouldnt wan to elaborate much on d town. wat makes me smile n had a gd laugh was towards our dinner..

we (nas,afiah and me) had our dinner at east coast fd centre.. we had some satay n some chicken rice.. damn d food was good.. and so was d chix over there.. hahaha.. i had a gd laugh wif ma mates u know sharin bt stuffs.. personal n interpersonal.. haha u know wat i mean. n d hot topic was SOTONG. Y SOTONG?..

Well nas said, u know these coastguards they spent months at sea or navy personel.. so to ease themselves (gonch-ang) they fuc*ed a sotong.. u know sotong have these round opening.. hahahha.!!!! dirty2.. bt iz true.. ask around. so d topic was sotong.. sikit2 jer.. "kau gi main sotong la!" haha!!

next we proceeded to tis fitness corner.. shed some sweat a bit la.. pull up la.. haha.. i tried the foot reflexology. damn it was painful bt gd for blood circulation. heh! :p n d funniest part of d day is...

ther was tis family.. a chinese one i wuld add.. they were tryin out d foot reflex thingy. n u know to walk they hav tis support bar.. so this clumsy son of theirs. tried to somersault usin d bar as a support.. n guess wat.. he mistimed his ssault.. n goossh! landed on d protuding stones!!! hahaha!! n then blood was oozin out.. gosh it was eery.. n d parents was like.. "aiyah aiyah!!! " hahaha.. wat a joke man..

oh well a nice joke to end a pretty boring bt nice day.. i sure had some laugh.. takes my mind off d "status" thingy.. n ya... listen to tis..

" i dont wanna fight over this thing no more..
i luv u i luv u its u i adore..
coz iz U tat matters.... ooo baby.."