Day 3 Of Separation

I juz got back home. today shuld i say was d most tarchingzzz day i had. to begin off, met her u shuld know who. in d afternoon. pass her our pic. :(. damn it was so saddeninggg.. when i left her tears were fillin up in ma eyes. well dun be to emo k aliff. peace. after tat went to sgh. visit my fren azman. im sad again. tis time reali sad seeing azman state. he has a sickness. cant tell u guyz wat. his privacy anyway. i juz pray for him to get well soon..

Next i headed to woodlands. Left my bike there n went to town ecp esplanade bla bla bla. lepaskan stress maklum la.. n alone. well i did manage to find some peace alone though. nevertheless tink about it too much makes my mind go astray anyway. from orchard i walked all d way to esplanade. bit tiring but it was great. i headed back to woodlands taking d mrt. d feelin of public transport. sigh.

Met my dikir frenz at admiralty after that. well they did cheer me up a bit n i forgot bout her for d moment. u know breakin up is d hardest thing to swallow man. i hate it. later on she msged me me sumting sayin mayb we could get back together.. i juz ask myself.. will it be a long wait and worthwhile..?. im so confused..

now im sitting here again. same old place. love her love her not love her love her not. which shall it be.. how will it be then.. will it be still d same.. i guess i juz let TIME do the talking....

Day 2 of Separation

Hey there.. same day for me.. still tinking bout her so much. i had nothin to do so watched d movie Chronicles OF Riddick.. damn it was soo coooolll! u guyz shuld watch it. after that had a pool game with ma ph frenz. but still my mind was on her. sigh.. i was supposed to go to jb with a fren but end up goin there alone.. wif d song " i dont wanna know" playin in my ears. again i had nothin to do so hop onto my aunts house n watch england match vs switz. englang won btw. 3-0. here comes d interesting part..

i called my ex. We had a talk for bout half n hr. Gosh im so so relieved now. evrytin been cleared up. me n her frenz now. well iz over but i cant tell u how relieved am i after hearing what she had to say. u guyz wanna know wat she said? mayb next time.. hehe.. other than tat.. MISTER MOHAMED ALIFF is gonna make his return sooonn.. jovial fun n irritating self.. i miss ma old self.. till then.. gd nite for now!!!

let bygones be bygones.. 06/02/02 - 16/06/04

DaY 1 of Separation

hi to all again.. im back again after a month. many things have changed. im juz on my own two feet now guyz. what were u tinking? yes.. sumtimes fallin in love can be easy but fallin out of love is d hardest. i learnt that much too late. my angel n me went separate ways yesterday. after 2 n half yrs. yes it was shocking. yes it was saddening.. but we live by d day. time will heal. it has and will alwayz do. from me i juz wish her all d very best with her new found love. as for me, cheer up a little will ya. we gonna live thru it. i leave u guyz lyrics by usher..

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn