Boring.Lame.Silent. --- Thats hw i would describe my saturday. iz one of thos rare days i get an off.. n guess wat.. no plans. nevertheless, no plans means money saved. soo a blessin in disguise huh.. fine i'll buy it.
to start it off, i got online wif tis gurl.. tat "5 yrs back" one. haha.. wat a hilarious moment. shant describe into details. tis is a blog - ONLINE- in caps. so tat means any1 can read it.. letz juz say tat nuthin has been changed man. d big diff was i didnt knew her last time bt now i do.. haha..
nxt up is again bt me.. ive been tinking lately.. hw do one survive a week of lonliness? mayb i dun feel it coz im werkin bt late at night i find myself roamin d net without a purpose.. or sumtimes jus starin at d wall.. tinking afar.. my quesns ar still unanswered.. well again.. time has proven to be my best fren.. -in forgettin my qualms and dilemma-.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
iz been a long long time huh.. i dunno wat i was missing. bt gd news first. i hav a job. at least ther's some income. next up.. i dunno watz wrong wif me recently or izzit juz d world. im at d lowest pt of my life. i have my bike my family my frens my money.. evrytin a guy can wan... bt then again.. im unhappy.. y? the key word is L.O.V.E.. Sumtimes it feels that life is much better wifout it bt then again wifout love thers no life..
Y am i talkin bt tis suddenly..? i dunnoe.. i used to like tis gurl whom i saw always when i was in secondary sch.. tat was like 5 yrs back.. n back then i didnt have enuf courage to ask her name or anytin.. n guess wat? i know her now.. after 5 damn yrs.. n d gd news is shes attached.. so im out of d "love-trap". then again.. AM i Happy?.. question mark question mark..
next up.. i find myself askin.. wat am i doin.. wats my purpose.. wat do i need in a girl.. y shuld i be attached.. i dun seem to find any answers.. im confused.. if i like a girl, shuld i go after her? or shuld i juz sit back n watch her go away? y shuld we guys always do the chasin.? nw i juz feel like sittin back n reminisce my lost time.. A gurl.. y do they exists..? question mark question mark..
lastly.. y am i feelin tis way? am i in love? i dunno.. it feels tat thers nuthin quite much left in luvin sum1.. simple layman term.. I GIV UP..
Y am i talkin bt tis suddenly..? i dunnoe.. i used to like tis gurl whom i saw always when i was in secondary sch.. tat was like 5 yrs back.. n back then i didnt have enuf courage to ask her name or anytin.. n guess wat? i know her now.. after 5 damn yrs.. n d gd news is shes attached.. so im out of d "love-trap". then again.. AM i Happy?.. question mark question mark..
next up.. i find myself askin.. wat am i doin.. wats my purpose.. wat do i need in a girl.. y shuld i be attached.. i dun seem to find any answers.. im confused.. if i like a girl, shuld i go after her? or shuld i juz sit back n watch her go away? y shuld we guys always do the chasin.? nw i juz feel like sittin back n reminisce my lost time.. A gurl.. y do they exists..? question mark question mark..
lastly.. y am i feelin tis way? am i in love? i dunno.. it feels tat thers nuthin quite much left in luvin sum1.. simple layman term.. I GIV UP..
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